depression is here for me.and it's all about the fucking results.yeah.i'm starving myself.i would never fail to break down at least 5 times a day.i throw tantrums at anyone.i'm so sensitive i cry at the most minor things ppl say.and i find ways just to end this stupid life of mine ok.you may say i'm overreacting by all this stupid results thing but it does mean smth to me.i failed sooo many subjects.and yeah.i'm given 3 choices.study really hard,get gd grades,stay in crez.(FUCK THAT ALREADY OKI?) study really hard,get gd grades,go to another school coz i noe i cant make it well in crez.or.go overseas.i have to talk it out with mrs lee i guess.dunno when i'm seeing her though.but i'll definitely tell this coz i'm stuck.argh.maybe goin to another school wouldn't be such a bad thing?hmms.i'll have to see what mrs lee has to say abt my results.my parents.AND THEN THEY HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME.i dun get adults.they dun listen.THEY TELL YOU WAT THEY WANT.argh.maybe i should end this after all.